Returning to Reality - Part 2

When I was active in the physical real world BDSM community I always surprised people.   I was a Top yet many thought I was a submissive male when they first met me.  Then they see me play and were surprised.

I enjoyed the sensations that I was able to bring to my submissive partner.  I used a variety of toys, objects and my own creative mind....implanting suggestions of what was to come.   I was quiet when I played, letting the world dissolve around me till it was just her and me in the room.   In fact, if something would break that scene my headspace was fucked up for some time afterward.  Call it Top drop if you wish.  It was the intensity and control that I brought to a scene that surprised and amazed people.  That calm little me could suddenly command even the most bratty of submissive.

When I was doing a very good realistic role play on Second Life I got that same feeling.  It was rare, but it was possible to get to that stillness.   The best sex they say is in the mind.

As I was sitting here writing this a moment ago I thought of a great scene I witnessed once at a party (in the real world).   The girl sat completely clothed in a chair.  No bindings at all with the exception of a cloth blindfold.   The Dom, walked around her...whispering.   Touching her with his hands now and again.   She struggled and soon it became very noticeable that her body craved the touch of a man.  Invisible ropes held her in place...again and again he would whisper something, observe, touch and whisper....again and again her body reacted.  Then it happened...she shook in orgasmic pleasure.

Behold the power of the human mind.

  I really had no intention of buying a new slave.  I was perfectly happy talking to friends, playing with the girls at the Manor and sometimes just wandering about the huge variety of options that is Second Life.

So what was it about the beast I now call simply "girl"?

I read her BDSM checklist, a idea of what she liked and disliked.  It occurred to me she was new, inexperienced but more important willing to learn and experience new things.

I read her profile, her belief in Gorean ways.  She loved the philosophy of Norman, and in chatting with her...revealed a sharp mind and a desire to actually serve.  Talking to her revealed a little more...and a little more.

She had no confidence in herself as a slave but that burning desire was there.   Why didn't others see it?  I've not a clue.

I decided to bid on her as a whim...then thought about it a little more.  Slowly I convinced myself that here was a girl that was willing to serve and not just play at being a slave.  The problem was that I could not be online when her auction ended and I knew there would be others bidding.   Others that would not have her best interests in mind.

Thankfully I've got good friends.  An ex-slave of mine bid on her for me, texting me all the way.  Telling me how she was crying, and how the slave house owner gave me some money to make sure I won the bid.

So now I own a girl, one that I believe is willing and able and wants to learn.   I want to teach.   So another adventure begins.  While we will be using the platform of SL to explore her slavery...she will be doing things in RL.  She is already keeping a journal (I may link it later) and has done a few private things to explore her submissive nature.   More will follow.